I am so frustrated and pissed off lately. I have so much shit to get done, and then crap I would like to do. Between the major things of working with my lawyer, helping type up bids for my mom's work, the rp comm restructure, and my pc being an ass, it's becoming too much.

I still don't have the con photos up.. I haven't had a chance, and when I have, I was not functional enough to do it and went to sleep. I'd love to RP, but I lost my will to write tags for various reasons I will refrain from making public.

Things have just grated me so much, especially in the last two days, that Michelle spent some time just hugging me and caressing my scalp to try and keep me from eradicating planets. It still didn't stop me from deleting a bunch of unfinished logs out of emo rage late tonight.

Today I had to do yet another full install on my pc! I still don't know if it solved the initial problem that eventually resulted in the action. While working on the new banner for OA, photoshop decided it wouldn't render thumbnails in layers and menus properly anymore. Why? Who the hell knows! Nothing changed on the pc when it started, and nothing was fixing it! Ran a repair on PS, nothing. Reinstalled graphics drivers, nothing. blah blah blah.. so finally I did a system restore and then I wanted to cry as now more programs didn't work cuz of the file changes! (Windows, you lying bastard, restore wasn't supposed to affect that!) Undo restore, and PS stalls in an error on loading, and uninstalling.. and.. yeah.

The bright side today? Migs helped me with the banner and some comm stuff got sorted out after I dragged people through the dirt to get their feedback and explanation of their previously proposed ideas. Oh, and of the tags I did get to write, I did get one tag back. Then again, if Michelle did blow me off, she doesn't have many places to hide in my own house.

There aren't very many people or things in my daily life that I'm not at least mildly upset with, causing me to emo hard, or enraged by right now.

But the banner looks fantastic.

RAWR.

p.s. I'd like to add that I've had a horrible cold since the previous Saturday. Michelle takes sharing is caring to new levels.

Edit: Photoshop is STILL doing the thing that it was that started that fiasco. >:|