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Uchiha Ser
29 April 2013 @ 11:48 am
I am still alive. o.O;
So much has been going on, but I have not been around on LJ all that much since the RPs I participated in on here closed. Out of sight, out of mind I suppose you could say.
Current Mood: hungry
Uchiha Ser
16 November 2011 @ 05:34 pm
Today, Congress holds hearings on the first American Internet censorship system. This bill can pass. If it does the Internet and free speech will never be the same. [Learn more here.] Do you support this bill?

I have had a lot of bad shit going on, so I've not been posting about all of it on here. However, this is something I'd like to share and should be of interest to all Americans out there who use the internet. Of course I don't support it. Although it simply proves once again that freedom of speech is a facade, as I've been stating for quite some time. The amount of censorship in the US is ridiculous already.

Two petitions that can be signed to oppose the acts allowing the US government to block websites from citizens, take down more websites based in the US, and jail users on federal felony charges for doing things as innocent as using samples, singing along to songs and posting online, or even creating AMVs.


Current Mood: irate
Uchiha Ser
04 October 2010 @ 09:35 am
Current Mood: stressed
Uchiha Ser
08 September 2010 @ 05:23 am
I haven't bothered to post for a while since I have very little good to speak of in my life and not really interested in adding to the pile of emo that usually spams LJ flists~

I did reopen orochiagenda, which is cool. For a while I wasn't able to RP at all though. During that time, theblackraven wrote a cute one shot for me based on characters in the game at KO. It's centric to the character I play there and based on things I spoke about the history of him, and I beta'd it before she posted it. You can check it out here: Imprisoned and a Broken Promise. It's pretty awesome that she wrote it and surprised me with it to beta. ^^

Not quite sure what else to say atm, but I'm alive? And tired... always tired anymore.

Current Mood: exhausted
Current Music: Hocico - forgotten tears
Uchiha Ser
14 April 2010 @ 07:49 pm
I have never been one to consider many people actual friends... but when I call one that, I try my best to be loyal, to be as considerate as I can, and to try and not cause problems for them. My friends, as few as they are, are really important to me.

But why is it when I stop being "perfect", when I have a problem myself... I get thrown into the dirt? Why am I not allowed to be upset? Why is my value to certain people so low no matter what I've tried to do for them? It makes me wonder what the point to anything is... why do I try at all? Maybe if I were more uncaring and treated people unkind, would I be more valued as a friend?

Things are shit for me. If I can't even be human, then what..?
Current Mood: nauseated
Uchiha Ser
01 April 2010 @ 08:55 pm
I do miss my gallbladder. Eating has not been quite the same. ;;

Also! I finally saw the Twilight movie! OMG! It was actually really good. I've heard so much crap about it, but I was captivated! I want to see it again!

I'm also wondering, does anyone know of any Twilight based RP comms out there? I have this awesome OC muse inspired by the movie. It'd be awesome to play her! Actually thinking of dropping all my Naruto chars as well. I think she'd be so much fun and it'd consume my free time.

I have a new journal layout too! It's pretty cool~ ladygith
Current Mood: excited
Current Music: ATB - Ecstasy | Powered by Last.fm
Current Location: United States, Carnegie
Uchiha Ser
31 March 2010 @ 06:36 pm
Current Mood: contemplative
Current Music: Twisted Sister - We're Not Gonna Take It
Current Location: Home
Uchiha Ser
15 March 2010 @ 02:28 pm
Oh man, so tired right now and I don't know why! Anyway, have some videos!

As most who play FFXI know, there were some major announcements at Vanafest 2010 regarding upcoming changes this year to the game. The two major ones that affect me personally were the level cap being raised to 99 and the server merges since my server is on of the ones being merged into another. Can't say I'm happy at how unfair it is I will have to change names of chars that have been in existance since the start of retail... maybe I should rename my main char to Jimothy. Anyway this video is hilarious.

Hee. Now this video is solely being posted for Michi! ♥ Have some FF love!
Current Mood: exhausted
Current Music: Apoptygma Berzerk - Kathy's Song (Victoria Mix by VNV Nation)
Current Location: Home
Uchiha Ser
04 March 2010 @ 09:35 am
I am home from the surgery. Such a horrible, horrible experience. >.< I am covered in bandages all over my arms as various nurses failed horribly at getting an IV in and wouldn't just call the IV team like I said they need to from the start. The operation took longer than it should have because my gallbladder was in worse condition than the tests alluded to, and the doctor discovered that once he was inside looking at it. He was considering doing a full regular surgery over laproscopic because of it. I have been in a retarded amount of pain since I woke up from surgery. The percocet I was given isn't cutting it at all, so I haven't really been able to sleep cuz of the pain. I'm like an invalid.. I can't move around much cuz not only does it hurt, but I get really nauseous. I also need help doing simple things like sitting down or standing up cuz if I do it myself it really fucking hurts. *sigh*

To top my day off yesterday, my grandfather finally passed away in the evening.. but I don't see any way I'm able to travel in this condition to attend the funeral. ;; My parents are going up to it, leaving me at the house to care for myself most of the weekend until sometime Tuesday. Traci's supposed to come over a bit to check up on me, but last night she sent me a message saying she's sick... so that's really not a good idea in my condition.
Current Mood: sore
Current Music: HIM - Vampire Heart | Powered by Last.fm
Current Location: United States, Carnegie
Uchiha Ser
01 March 2010 @ 08:17 am
Ahh! I know I have yet to put up the pics from NYC and Katsucon. I have been rather MIA though as I was taken to the hospital a week ago. ;; I was in horrible, horrible pain in my midsection and it turned out my gallbladder was inflamed and I was having what they call a gallbladder attack. Since then I have been a bit sick and eating much gives me discomfort. I saw a surgeon last Wednesday and after reviewing the final results of all the tests and stuff, he decided it needs to be removed.

So I'm scheduled for surgery this Wednesday. >.<

It was explained to me as a simple lapriscopic procedure and I go home later that day unless complications arise. Admittedly, I'm terrified! I know, kinda sad I guess, but I've always been afraid of surgery and thus outside of stuff like dental work, stitches, and my broken arm... I've never had anything resembling surgery! Years ago an orthopedic doctor wanted to do a procedure on my knees, but the idea of surgery scares me so much I've just lived with the pain! But this.. I'm told if it gets worse and ruptures it can be fatal, so I don't have quite the same choice. Still scared though!

To make such fun matters worse, an old filling fell out of my back molar and I was going to try getting it fixed today or tomorrow. Yesterday I woke up around 7am near screaming in pain from the tooth. All I can figure is that it got infected. I called the after hours thing for my dentist and gave my information along with the problem, but never heard back. >:| Kind of pissed about that, as even though I've been taking pain meds.. it's still hurting so much that I haven't been able to sleep. :/ The pain killer dulls it somewhat, but mostly makes me feel a bit weird and slightly nauseous since I can't eat much. *sigh* I'm planning on begging them to fit me in today at the dentist once the office opens. Not only would it be nice to sleep, but if it's not taken care of quickly they might cancel the surgery. (And I kind of want to get it done and over with so I can stop dreading it!)

But that's what I've been up to pretty much.
Current Mood: scared
Current Music: HIM - Rip Out the Wings of a Butterfly | Powered by Last.fm
Current Location: United States, Carnegie